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My Twisted Tale
The main problem with Shemale's who offer dominance, fetish and fantasy
is that they have no clue at all. Most Pre-op girl's hate their cocks and
live for the day the Doc cuts it off. If a TS girl goes to a doctor and
tells him she loves her cock and kinky sex she is turned away. They are
programed by the shrinks to hate sex.
The TS girls
who do offer kink usually only see at as way to increase their income.
I was born into kink and became a Shemale to live out all my most pervy
desires.
As a very young
child my mom would tickle me with satin ribbons. I would laugh and giggle,
I also would get an erection in my then teeny weeny.
At around the
age of four I found a pink satin bridesmaids dress in mom's closet. I would
run my hand all over the slippery, shiny acetate bridal satin. It felt
so good!
One day after
a bath I went to the closet and started to rub the gown all over my naked
body. I was in heaven. I began to dream of wearing beautiful pink satin.
By the time
I was five I had found some acetate bridal satin in my mom's sewing supplies.
I took a few pieces of it that I hoped she wouldn't miss. This was the
beginning of my collection.
I would cover
my bed with the shiny side up and rub back and forth on the satin. Before
I was six I started to have orgasm's from this rubbing. Of course I didn't
make any cum but the sensation was there. I simply got in the habit of
cumming this way up to ten times a day.
My early masturbation
led to a very rich fantasy life. I would look at the pretty girl's in the
fashion magazines as I rubbed myself off. I really got fixated on the ads
for Virginia Slims. One of my favorite photo's was a model holding a cig
in a leather glove. I had a fantasy that she was rubbing the satin all
over me with those gloves as she smoked.
At the age of
eleven I had my first wet orgasm. By some deep pervy instinct I tasted
my own first cum. I loved it!
This was also
when I found my dad's collection of Penthouse Magazines. I was somehow
drawn to the photo layouts where the models wore thigh boots and other
fetish attire. I also read all the letters in the Forum section. I read
about latex and leather fetish, enemas and every other kink you can imagine.
I not only read the letters I acted on them.
I found an enema
bag in the bathroom and gave myself a two quart enema loving the sensation.
I began to masturbate with a pair of shiny black rubber kitchen gloves.
I also used medical exam gloves with KY lube. Saran wrap and baby oil.
Every variation I could think of I tried. With an IQ of 151 I could think
of a lot!
By the time
I was seventeen my collection had grown to include satin panties, slips,
stockings and garter belts. A huge collection of fetish porn and a box
of latex exam gloves. My greatest discovery involving masturbation was
the use of a latex exam glove and acetate bridal satin. I would cover myself
in satin with the shiny side next to my skin and use the rubber glove on
the dull side. The glove sort of stuck to the satin. This produced the
most glorious sensations on my cock. Pure satin bliss. I would use my other
hand to gently flick my nipples through the satin. I discovered that the
nerves in my nipples went straight to my cock. I spent way to much time
in my room alone!
At the age of
seventeen I also met a boy at school who became a friend and then a lot
more. My friend was a very small, frail boy with a very pretty face. My
instincts told me that this was the person to share my deep, dark secrets
with.
My instincts
as usual were dead on. Before long we were spending our after school time
in my room. At first it was just dress up play. We began to play with wigs
and make up soon after. My friend was gorgeous as a girl and naturally
submissive. Before long I was tying "Missy Sissy ribbons" to the bed with
pink ribbons. I used all the masturbation tricks I had learned on her pretty
little clitty. Our play progressed to include mutual cock sucking and analingus.
Enemas and toys were used. This was when I discovered my dominant side.
Missy often needed to be spanked for being a cum loving slut. One of my
favorite things to do with her was to suckle her little cock until she
was almost ready to cum and then stop. I only let her cum once a week.
That one orgasm was well worth waiting for. When I would finally allow
her to release her whole body would shake and tremble. She would fill my
mouth with her delicious sissy cream faster than I could swallow.
I am sorry to say
that we lost track of each other over time. I will never forget her!
My first job
out of high school was as a clerk in an adult bookstore. I absorbed everything
I saw and read on fetish and S&M. The owner of the store renovated
the back and made it into a massage parlor. One of the girl's, an adorable
tall blonde named Bunny loved the kinky clients. She always came out of
session with a smile on her face and would tell me about her sessions.
Of course I told her about my own kinks and before long I had a chance
to experience a D&S relationship as her submissive. After hours I would
dress in a pink satin maids uniform. Miss Bunny loved to use me as an ashtray
and toilet for her golden wine. She loved to play with my cock with satin
gloves. I now understood what I put Missy through. I was only allowed to
cum once a week. Miss Bunny would force me lick her pussy and ass for hours
at a time as my clit would twitch in frustration in my pretty satin panties.
I endured tickle torture, whippings and heavy bondage at her hands. She
also loved to shove gigantic dildoes up my ass. The more I would cry and
moan the harder she fucked me.
In the coming
weeks and month's this site will grow and change. I plan on making
this into the most perverted shemale site on the WWW. In the coming
month's I will be doing photo shoots with other T girl's and learning all
the HTML/Java I can cram into my blonde head. So come back from time to
time and see what's new
Love
Barbi
Satin
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